It was only about a week from today when a mate had to leave for Thailand, God knows when she will be back. A celebration was created for her from us in memories that has been shared in the pass and to this day. The celebration was at an awkward venue - located wright next door was the TAB! Isn't it amazing the money rushing out of pockets and into the machine with a quick press or a button the money flashes away. 
Anyways the awkwardness to me was meeting/seeing everyone again, it has been a long one and a half years since i have seen more than half of the girls i went to high school with and others. I was speechless when seeing them, you could see me blushing as i forced the words "HI, how are you" out of my mouth. And the thing was some these girls i hardly even spoke to or i just dislike them overall. I know thats harsh but theres some memories which are trying to be forgotten and never to be brought up again. 
To this day i do cherish the friends i have, the memories that lies between my quarter of a brain and the laughter and joy brought from me to my friends or the other way round. 

P.S - this post is random and properly only kept for as memory of the awkwardness times i have! bleh

Peace out!

I'm stressed, I'm depressed, I'm going to end up stabbing someone. Bringing up the word assignment, test, teachers, project or any related topic to school just makes me want to kill someone. Though that had never happened literally. 

Finding myself sitting i the library after my school hours up, trying to start and finish my gay presentation for my proposal due tomorrow morning 8am sharp. Just the word morning or 8am sharps makes me want to stab myself or wanting something really stupid to happen to me, such as a really bad sore throat. 

My 3/4 of a brain is dying slowly, soon i wouldn't event know my name, my address, my phone number or even who my mates are. Now, that is simply "sad". 

*(gem and i discussion of technology)
me: if we did not have technology, we wouldn't have to do this stupid presentation or creating a website
gem: yea, this course wouldn't even exist

If technology hasn't been created such as computers, there will be no microsoft programs such as powerpoint, therefore there will be no presentation due tomorrow. Unfortunately technology does exist. Technology has ruined my life (only when it comes to presentation and website design) otherwise i cannot live without technology and there will be no lj. 

p.s - I'm out, back to losing the other quarter of my brain.